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Showing posts with label My Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Feelings. Show all posts

Unhappy


I did not update my blog for the past 2 weeks. Work is busy and alot of things need to do. This few days, i'm really down and upset. There are few things happen which is out of my control. I'm so emotional and this is usually happen for a human being and now it happen to me.
But I always remember someone teach me this phrase "LIFE IS TOUGH BUT I'M TOUGHER".

Do you believe in GOD? YES, there are all of us i can say. To me, when GOD grant you somethings, GOD will take something else to exchange it. Is it true? I dunno and i don't want to believe this but I can't because this things happen to me many times in my life when I'm been given something, there is always something will be taken away from me. There are many of us who work so hard to strive in many things but some times we are not so lucky to be bless.

Human always tend to make this mistake ---> human tend to remember the bad things or mistake done by their family, love ones, colleagues, friend or anyone but they fail to think about the good things they have done. I;m one of this person as well last time but nowadays i change alot by looking things more far and details.We must always remember the good things that they have done before we going to make any decision or action towards the person. Talk is easy but when ask you to do, you will have 1000 of excuses. We are not GOD, we are not perfect. Just try our best to do the best we can.

Life is short, enjoy your life and treasure your love ones. I got so many plan to do for this year 2010 but till now, my plan is like tarnish in the ash...nothing have been achieved.

I'm very down and emotional but I will not give up. I need time to overcome it.
I will do my best to achieved what I have plan this year. Sometime things just happen too fast and I have to accept it even I do not wish that.

Life Won't Be Good If Everything Always Go Smooth?

Life sometimes is so enjoyable no matter where you are because you enjoy and feel comfortable with it but as a human, there is nothing that will always remain the same. Things will change so fast until sometimes we really feel so pressure and down when adversity strikes, but always remember that " In The Midst Of Difficulties Lie Opportunity. NEVER GIVE UP! Always remenber that rough times are the foundation for future progress.That is why every human in this world their mood is always up and down.



It could happen to any angle of our life. There is always people tend to choose a happy day to an anger and moody day. Are they feel more comfort to let this kind of things happen to them when they can enjoy the happy life? I really don't understand.
No matter what happen, life still carry on. Better to choose to be happy than sad.

Miss Someone…..




I MISS YOU…. this sentence is really easy to read and speak but sometimes I really find it is hard to speak it out to someone who you really miss. Maybe we just get to know each other recently and I find it is hard to tell her that ‘I MISS HER’. I personally feel that if I talk to her something like this, I’m really scared that I’m going to lose a friend if she don’t have any feeling towards me. So what I’m going to do? I also don’t know but when the times come for sure I will tell her and if is fail then at least I did try my best and I brave myself to accept the outcome. Sometimes as human being, we really need to have the confidence to try it, I mean love someone is not a criminal and I’m not asking you to harm and cheat people. If you didn’t try, you will never know.

You might be thinking “hey!! you crazy ar? How long you know her? How much do you understand about her? But to me, I miss I miss la. What got to do with you? To me, the feeling and fate is important. If you got the feel, then fine, just go ahead.

She did sms me and if at the moment I’m busy, I will just reply busy now. Chat tonite. She also knew that my job is very busy sometimes. At least she understands lo. Of course at nite after work and my entire paper work settled, that will be my time to sms and call her. She is cute and is a nice person but I do need time to know her more. My job sometimes really pressure and when I heard about her sweet voice at nite, my sleep will be more sweet and peaceful. LOVE can be the strength also. I guess she might feel the same.

As I know that recently she told me she is unhappy about something and from there I need to encourage and support her. In other saying “always be a good listener before you give some advice or support to people, listen carefully what their problem is and from there we try our best to help them”. After that I try to divert her focus from thinking the unhappy thing to something that will make her happy and laugh.”

I try to think about the funny joke or funny things that happen to me or my friend and share with her to make her laugh and seems like I’m still ok to be funny enough. hehehe….Recently I read a book and it says “Laughter Is he Best Medicine, sometimes the best and healthiest way to deal with adversity is to laugh through it. Not to laugh at it, or ignore it, but to keep your sense of humor and seek out others who can help to enlighten your load”

I hope she will be always happy………cheeeeeerrrrrsssss…..

My Life




Time passes very fast. Every year around this season, I will be very busy and sometimes my mood is up and down. I’m very happy to work with my colleagues especially our operation team. I’m very lucky to have a good and caring supervisor to work with. Sometimes when I look at my schedule, it’s really hard to breath and very tension but as an operation people I really need to calm down myself and plan with my colleagues to keep the task go smoothly.

When I was given a task for road show, I have to make sure everything must run smoothly and bring back the good sales. The bosses will only see the sales figure not the problem you facing when you are given a task. In this company, I really learn a lot of things and it really makes me to become a better person. Recently, we got a road show at Senawang. From Senawang to K.L are about 45 minute drives. During this duration, my cousin did call me from K.L ask me to go back for dinner and clubbing because he just came back from Ireland. I rejected him because when I got task on my hand, I got a lot of responsibility.

During the road show, one day my worker call me at 5am and told me got 3 guys climb into our canopy. We set up canopy in the open space and we got fencing to cover the area and my worker is staying inside. The most worry part when we conduct our road show at the open area is my worker safety. Without thinking and delay, I wake Ian up and he follows me to the site. When I was walking down from the apartment, my eyes still can’t open all and blur blur like that. While we on the way, I ask Ian to call the police.

When we reach there, I saw my worker standing nearby and without thinking much, I straight away come down from my car and carry a steel bar and rush to the canopy area with Ian and my 2 worker... Of course at the moment I also feel scared but my worker is more scared than me. I got the balls to go to the canopy even though I’m a bit scared because at that time I really frustrated because is 5am and that is the best time to sleep. I told myself to be more alert and if the guys are really still in there, sure I will hantam them for disturbing my sleep and trespassing into my area. But when we reach, no one was inside the canopy already. Police arrive after few minutes.

Imagine if that day I go back to K.L and this thing happen, how I’m going to help my worker? For sure I kena ‘tiu kau kau’ from my supervisor. But luckily I’m mature enough to think the outcome before I do anything. I learn this before when I was at Seremban 2. The same thing happens and that time is 12am when I already fall asleep. So from the past experience, I know that I have to be prepared and ready if this thing happens again during any road show at open space.

At that time when the thing happens at Seremban 2, I was so angry and blame my job & others. But without realizing, that is the experience and process that have makes me to become a better person.

The real test is not whether bad things happen to you or whether you experience failure, but how you deal with adversity and setbacks. When adversity strikes, it will make a person to struggle and if you think properly, actually it makes you to be come more successful in the future.

Friend

Recently i get to know a friend. I don't know why I can feel so close to her. Maybe it could be fate. I can feel that she got alot of unhappy things in her mind. I did try my best to help her to over come it but to no vail because it could be we just get to know each other and she feels abit shy to talk about her personal problem. To me, we are human beings and there is always alot of problems that we will be facing. When someone is in this situation, friends, relatives and close buddy have to play the main role to support & encourage them to overcome it.

When adversity strikes, it often make us feels like we are pluged into dark. But when things are the darkess, the stars come out and shine their light upon us so that we can see the path upon us. Every human being will goes thru the hard time. The most important things is that rough times are the foundation for future progress. Every types of adversity contains within it's lesson that can make us stronger in the future.

When we face the problem it could torn us apart, or it can build us up to be come more stronger to face whatever our life will encounter in the future.What doesn't kill us will make us to become more stronger.

Adversity is like when hurricane strikes and we are like a tree in the storm. If it strikes and we still stand unbending, we could be torn into two.But if we could bend in the wind, to listen and learn even while a tempest rages around us, then we may suffer damages, but we will survive in the storm.

Today I give a sentence to my friend and I hope that she can always remember this to overcome the adversity in her life. This sentence is taught by my superior when the adversity strikes me. "LIFE IS TOUGH BUT I"M TOUGHER"....

LOVE


Do you believe in true LOVE? For a couple who just fall in love with each other will really enjoy each other company. LOVE to them is so hard to describe because when we love someone that is just the feel of LOVE and fate. Sometimes friends or family will ask us you love him/her because of what? We do not need a reason to LOVE someone because LOVE comes naturally.

When starts dating that time, guys always do the special things for the girls like open the car door for the gals, call her few times in a day just to say I MISS YOU, always plan where to bring her go on weekends or holiday but it seems like all this thing will be different after few years of dating. This happen because lack of communication. Guys & Gals please don’t take for granted all the things that had been done from your love ones

For couple please don’t keep on complaining your loves ones. You should thank and appreciate all the things that your love ones done for you. To me, if the guys really love you and think about the future, the guys will plan the future. Guys will work harder to earn more money and will be busy with work but if the girlfriend doesn’t understand you, you should explain to her. Don’t wait until your relationship become sour and that is too late for you to say anything.

Time pass by and it already one year but the memory of her always flash in my head especially when I come back to Penang. Sometimes when I go to the place that I went with her before and I would think about the time when we were together. Even when I order food to eat I will think about what she likes and dislikes. When I order Hokkien Mee I know she would love to have extra prawn and chili.

Sometimes I just imagine the time when I was with her. I can feel her beautiful eyes, sexy lips, her sweet voice and the caring. But what ever past is past and I need to look forward as my life goes on. She really mean a lot to me but if you really love someone, we also hope that she would be healthy and live happily no matter with who. Sometimes love doesn’t mean we need to be together with the person we love but at least we have gone thru the time with her and still keep the sweet memory.

Meet New Sweety @ K.K



Guys do you experience the feeling of lonelyness when you go outstation? I guess maybe you guys experience it.





I depart from LCCT-KL to K.K on the 5th September with Ian and guess what? I abit scare to fly.hahaha..... I did experience it when I went to Miri last year, while I was on the plane suddenly I felt so shacky and its like the plane is going down and after few second the plane stable. Oh my God!!!! Sometimes I really feel not secure when I was in plane.....



I always go online at Upperstar Cafe near to my hotel. I meet one sweety at the place and she work as a supervisor... when I 1st look at her my heart tell me oh GOD this sweety is so sweet and special. I don't care I want to be her friend.

All the while i got galfren, i think 8 to 9 years but broke off last year DEC 2006 before X'mas so between these period I really feel so lonely. As you know long time I didn't KAU LUI already so I think my idea abit LOW TOW....

I just go ahead because I tell myself I'm going to do it. So I ask her name and get her hp no.... Wah suddenly i feel so handsome of myself and so yeng..... but actually whats so great to get a gals phone number?? :(

I did sms her and she reply also... here are the sms that i sms her and she reply :



melmel : hi! my friend is leaving tomorrow and left me alone. I got no idea tomorrow night where to have dinner. can you come with me??

sweety : oh... I'm really sorry. I got no more off day for this week. but i promise to go dinner with you when you come to K.K again. I promise...

melmel : never mind (in my heart oh.... shit when will I come here again? I guess next year) Are you a christian?

sweety : ya....

melmel : Do you have boyfriend? (better know whether she got boyfren or not if not later kena hantam tak tau apa pasal) :(

sweety : YOU fikir?? Kalau saya ada boy untuk apa saya bagi u my number? tapi saya rasa u yang ada girl. coz u selalu main chat kan....

melmel : kalau u ada boy apa salahnya bagi I u punya number? sebagai kawan pun okey ma... saya main chat dengan kawan saja la. selalunya saya pergi online untuk check mail sebab kerja.


After Few DAYS (when i was there to online i sms her )


melmel : hi! boleh bluetooth bagi saya u punya gambar? kalau boleh bagi semua gambar u yang ada dalam phone u (i think i like robbing because asking for so many) :)

sweety : er.... saya punya phone takda bluetooth.

melmel : infrared ada ka? kalau ada u bagi phone u kat I sekejap....
sweety : macam tak da la. nanti i bagi phone I kat u .... u tengok la sebab i pun baru beli phone ini dan tak tau selok belok lagi...
melmel : ok...

after few minutes.....


(she ask her fren to pass me her phone and the phone really don't have bluetooth and infrared also. so i try to take out her sim card and guess wat??? i don't have card reader with me. so nothing can do. later i think why don't send by mms? so i try to send but cannot. I think she didn't configure her phone....sad sad :( .....)

Then her friend say she will take her photo with her own phone and bluetooth to me.....

This is really fun. Sometimes really boring and this kind of things cheer me up also.... She speak malay but looks like chinese but its kadazan christian....She really looks different and special to me.... hahaha

Life in Work

Today I really feel so tired and so stress... I guess my two colleagues also feel the same.We got so many warehouse sale going on this month and some more we face some problem from our own showroom people.

We request a staff from showroom A to help us up in sales for one of the event that is going to start. But the person in-charge in the showroom don't want to let go the staff and say all the stupid things to us.

This is what the sms we get "Please understand my situation, I too need my sales staff. If Showroom A sales is bad, I will let him go. We have alot of orders to complete before raya and alot of walk-in during weekends. The most busier's month of the year, if I pitty people who's going to pitty me. Sale Person R has more than RM100K worth of orders to follow up.Everyone are busy here, kerja macam lembu pun tiada orang hargai. very disappointed. Thanks "

MCB then we operation guy work like what? we work like bangladesh who know? . Pxxi ayammm sofa also we need to carry and do packing and clearance also. !@#*^ ki si la......


The only thing to bring our spirit up is this pharase that our superior teach us... " LIFE IS TOUGH BUT I'M TOUGHER ". We do enjoy working as a team....

Preeessssurrrreee!!!

When we have Warehouse Sale going on i really feel so worried and pressure because of work.Firstly we worried the preparation and stock, when the event is going on, i can say that i really worry for the whole duration of the event.Everyday when i step in to start work, I will worry dunno today got sales or not,got walk-in or not and worry can hit the target or not.i also dunno why i got this type of mind. maybe to other people they will just carry on their job and need not worry so muchbecause they dont care whether got sales and can hit the target or not they dont even care.

To me everything is important and people will judge you from the result of the sales. this time i in-charge of K.K warehouse sale held at the hall. Today is Friday and we got 3 more days to go. The sales really bad because puasa month start and usually we will open until 7 something in the evening. Todays start we will open until 8pm or later than that. Have to see the respond.

The problem that i have now is the hall got 30 set of sofa with the combination of 1+2+3, 2+3, 1+1+3 seater plus 10 nos of 2 seater. Imagine that all this cannot sell and we have to move back to showroom, i really dunno how to squeezze in all the sofa, wing chair, trading item. according to them the showroom can accomodate 13 sets of sofa and their store can accomodate 4set. i still got remaining 13set and the rest i really blur where to put. somemore we cannot transfer back to HQ in K.L. If we are lucky enough can sell 10set for the last 3 days( consider very lucky). the rest when do i put the sofa???

haiya... really sienz.....

Some more this 2days i dunno what happen to me. I just feel really boring. But wat to do? Have to work ma....

2 Sor Hai

I like this photo.... looks like sor hai....
Hopefully one day i got chance to land this Marlin fish..... This one @ K.K very big and it looks so real.

Travel Whole Malaysia

August'07 i think will be my history in my life for driving and travelling the most in my life. From K.L to Kedah to Penang to K.L to Pahang to Kedah to Butterworth to Penang to Pahang to Kuantan to Kuala Terenggganu to Kelantan to Kuala Terangganu to Kuantan to K.L all travel by my own sweet car. Poor car have to travel so much......

From K.L to Kota Kinabalu to K.L to Angsana (Johor). Sometimes really feel tiring and frustrated but with our OPS TEAM member we work together we feel like brothers especially with our BIG Bro (Accountant) and our UM Brother support and guidance we really love our job. Not to mention our FELLA MODEL Bro that works along very well and ngam key....

Really hope that we 4 guys in OPERATION TEAM can always perform well and be brothers for our whole life. Pray to GOD to give 4 of us the wisdom and fantastic idea for our task. I also pray to GOD to keep us healty all the while and save journey to where we travel. Thank you god for blessing us........

Life without the one 209days



18.07.07 Wednesday :

Today I abit blur blur because last nite I'm not feeling well and i feel so sleepy because I take the medicine. We had a meeting to discuss about our work flow for operation dept. This coming August and September would be a busy month for us. All the Warehouse Sale and Road Show is started. Hopefully 4 of us would run the show smoothly and hopefully the sale will be good. I pray that 4 of us would be in a good health and whatever we do will be bless by god.

Sometimes when I free, I would think of my ex galfren again. I dunno why but it always flash back in my mind. But what can i do? I just need to carry on my life and my work.Last week I went to fishing with my uncle at Ipoh. We went to P.Sembilan to fish for golden snapper (ang cho). Last time when I with my galfren I also will go fishing and i go happily and enjoy my fishing trip but for this trip I feel that I don't really enjoy my fishing trip because last time when I want to go fishing, she would call me and chat with me the nite before I go fishing and I will call her the next morning before I go fishing but now I really feel so lonely and sad. Nobody concern about me anymore.

I do often see her photo and when everytime I saw her photo, I really feel sad. Sometimes in daily routine the sweet memory would flash back in my mind. I really miss her...........